Hello from TX, USA
Posted: Thu Oct 01, 2015 7:35 pm
Hi,
My name is Lena (short for Helena) and I live TX, USA.
Thanks to Nicky for maintaining this forum and to Lena and Igor for keeping up the Youtube channel.
After a watching a few Divine Truth seminars I was very happy to hear what Jesus and Mary said, because it seemed true. I had been seeking out spiritual answers for awhile but could not agree with the eastern philosophies of reincarnation and letting go of all desire. A heart based approach made sense! Since then I've been identifying addictions for four months. After I stopped feeding my larger addictions (difficult!), I noticed a lot of changes. My physical pain has increased, I feel pretty crappy or numb most of the time, and my partner and I are fighting quite a bit, most often specifically about Divine Truth.
I've also experienced a lot of doubt. Does emotional processing really work? Are Jesus and Mary really who they say they are? Why should I continue on this path when it seems to bring so many negative effects? My partner and I are separating..am I just running away from the relationship because my addictions are not being met?
I can cry with others, but for long when alone, which leads me to believe I'm crying for attention. I have not truly felt any emotions, although I feel as though I'm on the verge of tears whenever my addictions are not being met. I may know what my passions are (painting), and have shared them in the past with my partner, but now I feel pretty shut down to those as well. Some of the people on this forum seem to be having positive experiences with this whole process, so that gives me hope.
Thanks for listening.
Lena
My name is Lena (short for Helena) and I live TX, USA.
Thanks to Nicky for maintaining this forum and to Lena and Igor for keeping up the Youtube channel.
After a watching a few Divine Truth seminars I was very happy to hear what Jesus and Mary said, because it seemed true. I had been seeking out spiritual answers for awhile but could not agree with the eastern philosophies of reincarnation and letting go of all desire. A heart based approach made sense! Since then I've been identifying addictions for four months. After I stopped feeding my larger addictions (difficult!), I noticed a lot of changes. My physical pain has increased, I feel pretty crappy or numb most of the time, and my partner and I are fighting quite a bit, most often specifically about Divine Truth.
I've also experienced a lot of doubt. Does emotional processing really work? Are Jesus and Mary really who they say they are? Why should I continue on this path when it seems to bring so many negative effects? My partner and I are separating..am I just running away from the relationship because my addictions are not being met?
I can cry with others, but for long when alone, which leads me to believe I'm crying for attention. I have not truly felt any emotions, although I feel as though I'm on the verge of tears whenever my addictions are not being met. I may know what my passions are (painting), and have shared them in the past with my partner, but now I feel pretty shut down to those as well. Some of the people on this forum seem to be having positive experiences with this whole process, so that gives me hope.
Thanks for listening.
Lena