My name is Weiwei Yang , a girl. I came from Taiwan, and born in June 30, 1990, so I'm 25 yrs old now.I'm very excited to come closer to Jesus and Mary via this forum Nicky creates. Thanks very much for Victoria who created a forum on the Facebook and then introduced us here. Thanks very much for Nicky, too, I can see how much efforts you put in and how prudent you are on creating this space for us.
English is not my mother language, I have to look up in dictionary one time per two lines in average and that's an obstacle for me when viewing and posting, but I'm trying to remember more vocabulary anyway because I want to engage with you. If you find there is any gramma mistake I make, please feel free to correct it.
I was brought up by an extremely strict and violent mother plus a violent father who always blames my mother, they argue and fight with each other nearly all the time, and continuing, they hate each other so much, so I certainly have got many injuries from them to release.
I tried to commit suicide when I was 13 years old because "if everyone has to die in the end, why live and suffer? " but then I gave up because I don't have the "courage" to do it, and because my Mum cried badly when I insisted to do that.
Unfortunately, I got epilepsy shortly after then ( seizures for the first time), and since then I lost all of the control of my life, because I don't know when I'll seizure again and that could cause my death easily if happens when I'm walking pass the road or something like that, a group of Christians "prayed" for me and encouraged me to "baptized", then I did that and became a Christian for 6 years until I was 19 yrs old when I fell in love with a sister in Church and she hated me to the gut because my homosexuality, so does the whole church. A very dark, painful and shivering time for me because the extreme pull between "being a homosexuality" and "being a good Christian" Ironically, that is the very first time I "pray" to GOD and felt God does exist , with me, and with so much love to give me, then I know homosexuality is not a problem at all.
Eventually I left the church and never wanted to call myself a Christian anymore. Lots of fears got released and I stop taking the epilepsy medicine by my own decision because I don't want to depend on it. No big seizures again and just small ones since then. By the real praying, lots of truths I know from God, such as "I'm an external being ", "i'm unique", "feeling is the language of the soul"...
I met another girl shortly after that and we fell in love with each other, about one year later, I became a vegetarian because it didn't feel right for me anymore to eat meat(and 1 more year later, I became a vegan). It's a big challenge for me at that time especially because my grandpa, grandma and my Mum has lived on selling meat products for decades. A yelling in my soul caused me choosing to leave my home to Australia because I wanted to avoid the harm my parents gave me and because I wanted to live different lives, see different people. So I traveled with my beloved girl around Australia by wwoofing. However, she became more and more critical to me and our relationship went down to the gauge. She is a bisexual, and there're many times I felt she's actually attracted to men more than me, and that triggered so much pain in me ,even lasted until now although we've separated for two years. It's the pain that led me to finding the "only one God made for me". Tragically, She locked me up when I said I want to explore who really my soulmate is and encouraged her to explore more about the attraction between she and males, with the hope that after I gave her the opportunity, she'll find out that her attraction with male is based on error. But it turned out she really enjoys the time with men more than with me and also hates me when I talk about the teachings from AJ with her. So I'm now totally heartbroken.
It's a woman who called Rachael, living in Coffs Harbour, NSW, Australia, introduced us Divine Truth, a big thanks to her if she could hear, she tried hard to help us process the emotion, and even invited us to join the talks Jesus and Mary gave at that time(around May, 2013). However she was also quite angry at me because I shut my feelings off, and she tried to push us to be together again because she thought we are soulmate with each other. Well...is she my soulmate ? I really don't know the answer, and even started to doubt the gender of my soulmate, if someone could offer some guides or answers would be great...
So that's my introduction, hope you enjoy it. Basically, the three key things that catch my attention to AJ and Mary is
1.Vegan is necessarily to be at one-with-GOD
2. There is a soulmate who is perfectly made for us, and the only pure sex attraction is between soulmate.
3.Soulmate with the same gender does exist.
because the above three things I can't agree more from my heart~
How great it is that there is a real teacher here to offer the real truth...for many teachers I met, some of them advocate vegan but know nothing about soulmate, and others know about soulmate but insist that the soulmate is only between male and female. Hard to find a teacher who can teach you everything correctly.
So how lucky we are,
CHEERS !
, and feel about, since Divine Truth has come rolling through town. {If I've introduced some new english words to you there, I hope you will enjoy finding them in the dictionary; Only "friggin'" I don't think you'll find there, but you can imagine what it means, if it's not a word you know, & also say a bunch;)}
