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by Darragh
Tue Apr 19, 2016 1:35 pm
Forum: The Facade
Topic: facade going mad
Replies: 2
Views: 4266

facade going mad

Hallo. Recently i feel all those joys and entertainments fading away. It feels like i'm finally saying no to my facade. I'm feeling 2 of me. IT absolutely irritating at times. I feel like i'm going through puberty. or maybe a reverse of the process. Honestly I don't understand it. I've been getting ...
by Darragh
Thu Apr 14, 2016 8:18 pm
Forum: A Moment In Time
Topic: Worth
Replies: 1
Views: 1284

Worth

So here are the paintings i did hat best describes me considering worth and then what it felt like. Both took me a total of 3.5 hours. Any time i began painting the shapes in the "considering worth" I continued untill i could not associate the shapes with anything but they spelled out the building b...
by Darragh
Thu Apr 14, 2016 8:04 pm
Forum: The Law of Attraction
Topic: an observation on law of attraction in work?
Replies: 4
Views: 1917

Re: an observation on law of attraction in work?

So Here is the update on that. I decided to feel am i worthy. Do I have worth. The answer i got is that they are not looking for gratitude, they are looking for money. However something else happened. I entered a feeling of confusion/questioning my value to god. I got this notion that If I allow god...
by Darragh
Wed Apr 13, 2016 2:21 pm
Forum: The Law of Attraction
Topic: an observation on law of attraction in work?
Replies: 4
Views: 1917

Re: an observation on law of attraction in work?

Wanting to feel special is part of a facade. Saying this just highlighted this to me
by Darragh
Wed Apr 13, 2016 2:19 pm
Forum: The Law of Attraction
Topic: an observation on law of attraction in work?
Replies: 4
Views: 1917

Re: an observation on law of attraction in work?

Thanks Perry. I have another observation but questionable. I'm looking for a registered gas installer, A Glassing expert, a tattoo artist, a second-hand car salesman and another to send me a quote for some jobs. None of them are getting back to me. I believe that they might think that the job isn't ...
by Darragh
Wed Mar 30, 2016 12:36 am
Forum: The Facade
Topic: Has anyone experimented with dismantling their facade?
Replies: 7
Views: 2402

Re: Has anyone experimented with dismantling their facade?

Yes. I have been doing so. To what magnitude or degree, I don't know as I'm not looking to measure it. More as a do it as it comes. I've been looking at the façade as a machine and asking two questions. One at a time. Do I create a space that allows someone to act so as I can react, or do I engage e...
by Darragh
Tue Mar 29, 2016 9:34 pm
Forum: A Moment In Time
Topic: A few Paintings
Replies: 6
Views: 2369

Re: A few Paintings

This one, we asked who is present with us and i felt like painting him/Her
by Darragh
Tue Mar 29, 2016 9:31 pm
Forum: A Moment In Time
Topic: A few Paintings
Replies: 6
Views: 2369

Re: A few Paintings

forgot to add the attachments. Here are three.
by Darragh
Tue Mar 29, 2016 9:29 pm
Forum: A Moment In Time
Topic: A few Paintings
Replies: 6
Views: 2369

A few Paintings

So Here are a few paintings i painted since new year. I stopped painting at 16 but picked up the brush again after 20 years. I had to feel some emotions in order to unlock the effort. Now its no effort.
by Darragh
Mon Mar 28, 2016 4:54 am
Forum: Faith
Topic: faith
Replies: 5
Views: 1919

Re: faith

Looking back now, I can see how my ego or façade hijacked my feeling .I was attempting to turn it into a selling point. I was like a cardboard cutout looking for others to have their picture taken with me. A lot of this can be related to how mary describes her feeling about "marketing". Cartainly it...