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by Alkhemst
Tue Sep 29, 2015 2:03 am
Forum: Thank You
Topic: A Big Round of Thank You's
Replies: 11
Views: 2480

Re: A Big Round of Thank You's

Thanks Nicky, Mary and everyone contributed here, I'm learning because of it, I'm learning by seeing what it means to be truthful and loving at the same time by others' examples, particularly Nicky and Mary's; and the chance to practice what I've learnt from what I feel is loving right now has been ...
by Alkhemst
Tue Sep 29, 2015 12:14 am
Forum: Fear & Terror
Topic: Fear of women's anger
Replies: 13
Views: 2600

Re: Fear of women's anger

I've seen quite simply that my addictions become obvious when I'm compelled to change others, situations or things. It's empowering to come to terms with the fact I can't change anything other than me, and that's actually my core responsibility - to become more loving. Don't know if you've heard of ...
by Alkhemst
Sun Sep 27, 2015 1:30 am
Forum: The Soul-Mate Relationship
Topic: Feeling the pain of Soulmate's Rejection
Replies: 24
Views: 11688

Re: Feeling the pain of Soulmate's Rejection

I'm noticing how when I let myself feel about my soulmate (who's basically rejected me for the 4th time now in the past 2 years), I seem to struggle with really getting into the deep grief. I keep skipping over it, and get distracted into some other easier emotion to feel. Has anyone had this exper...
by Alkhemst
Sat Sep 26, 2015 2:31 am
Forum: Anger & Rage
Topic: No one owes me anything
Replies: 5
Views: 1394

Re: No one owes me anything

Also in relation to this the self blaming, and not putting up boundaries - that's a strategy to avoid feeling the extent of the hurt put on me past and in the given present situation I attract. So I buy into this owing others thing too, I owed them so I deserved harshness and so I go on avoiding my ...
by Alkhemst
Sat Sep 26, 2015 2:23 am
Forum: Anger & Rage
Topic: No one owes me anything
Replies: 5
Views: 1394

Re: No one owes me anything

Can't affirm... Actually I can like I said but don't believe it right now fully
by Alkhemst
Sat Sep 26, 2015 2:21 am
Forum: Anger & Rage
Topic: No one owes me anything
Replies: 5
Views: 1394

Re: No one owes me anything

I like that insight Laura, was thinking about the idea no one owes me, the flipside like mentioned above is when people don't fulfill what they "owe" me, they are to blame, they in fact hurt me by NOT doing what I believe they should. That also "entitles" me to seek retribution, harm them in some wa...
by Alkhemst
Fri Sep 25, 2015 4:31 am
Forum: Free Will
Topic: Creating a local gift economy
Replies: 13
Views: 2858

Re: Creating a local gift economy

Thank you very much Alkhemst for sharing your very interesting insights about money. This is certainly a major issue for me and most of us on the planet I feel. It is so easy to get to point it out as the "evil" think that if we remove it the problem will be solved, but we are completely self delud...
by Alkhemst
Thu Sep 24, 2015 2:30 am
Forum: Fear & Terror
Topic: Fear of women's anger
Replies: 13
Views: 2600

Re: Fear of women's anger

Had some reflections on sin I'd like to share. It's certainly confronting... - When I seek validation outside me I'm not loving myself - I hurt myself by honouring the undermining views about myself - I elevate others above me which can feed their addictions with the intent to use their emotional vu...
by Alkhemst
Wed Sep 23, 2015 9:03 am
Forum: Fear & Terror
Topic: Fear of women's anger
Replies: 13
Views: 2600

Re: Fear of women's anger

Last few days I've made more of concerted effort to at least be firm on what I feel to be true. I'm still afraid of doing this, but felt somewhat less so, perhaps after some emotions felt, but irrespective I noticed something important for me to recognise that was demonstrated in reality (not just i...
by Alkhemst
Tue Sep 22, 2015 12:29 am
Forum: Free Will
Topic: Creating a local gift economy
Replies: 13
Views: 2858

Re: Creating a local gift economy

I'm really interested in this topic, the gift economy and the nature of money. What I've come to learn is money is just a tool or an instrument that allows us to work together in what doesn't need to be but is a convoluted world as a result of us being dominated by fear. So its actually a loving cre...